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A Safe Place to Cry

Started this discussion. Last reply by Nicole Butcallmenick Jul 30, 2011. 1 Reply

I’m Glad I Had Your Love I would they triedTo erase meTo snuff me out I’m glad I hadYour love toRun to,Walk to,Crawl to, More thanA million dollars, You are what I neededA safe place to cryA safe…Continue

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Don't steal my loaves of bread, give me the crumbs then expect me to come back to you

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"Letting myself cry for the first time since my parents evicted me from their house and sent me out to the streets to be homeless and die after they were not successful in getting the police to believe I was armed, after they were not successful in…"
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A Safe Place to Cry

I’m Glad I Had Your Love I would they triedTo erase meTo snuff me out I’m glad I hadYour love toRun to,Walk to,Crawl to, More thanA million dollars, You are what I neededA safe place to cryA safe place to sleep A place where I can eat,Where I don’t need to sneak,And hide andWatch in fear, I can be meI can existAnd beAnd live When I’m with you No worries,No nightmares, Not knowingIf I’ll eat tomorrow,Not knowingIf my body will be found Having to write my nameOn the inside ofMy clothesBecause I…See More
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"Even when it feels like I'm loosing control"
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"Feels good to cry"
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"women feel their way through life, men think their way through...   -a wise man once said"
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A Short List of Gratitude

Gratitude JournalBy NicoleJuly 21, 2011I am grateful for friends I can be 100% my authentic self with.I am grateful for the unconditional love of God.I am grateful for having a bed to sleep on, rather than just a floor.I am grateful for a church I can be 100% my authentic self in.I am grateful for me – my brilliance, my resourcefulness, my beauty, my heart, my strong body, the strength of my sprit.I am grateful for having the same place to live for more than 6 weeks consecutively.I am grateful…See More
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About Me:
I'm a poet, dancer, artist, actress, model and clothing designer. Go to Long Beach for the food, art, music, comedy, dance and lesbian scene.

Friend me on Facebook at Nicolebutcallmenick@hotmail.com
Do you
Play in Long Beach, Love Long Beach
If you were a Super Hero/Video Game character, who would you be?
Gladiator
Why?
I admire his courage, leadership, persistence and skill.

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The Deepest Love

Posted on April 9, 2012 at 11:47pm 0 Comments

The deepest love

I have only found

Has been the platonic kind

When I believed I was straight

And later,

When I knew I

Was a woman loving woman

It was Honeycomb,

And now

Bambini’s mom

 

I’ve dated men,

I’ve dated men,

Ones who treated me

With kindness,

With respect,

Who loved me

But none compare

to the unconditional love

I I’ve had with close…

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I Wasn't Supposed to Love You

Posted on December 17, 2011 at 11:52pm 0 Comments

I Wasn’t Supposed to Love You

 

When you walked

by me today

As if I was a stranger.

As if I wasn’t someone

you know

I felt thoughtlessly

tossed aside

 

Don’t fall in love with a straight girl

My lesbian friends always warned me

 

But meeting you

wasn’t something I planned

Wanting to be more than friends

wasn’t something I wanted

 

As our friendship deepened,

I…

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You're Safe in My Arms

Posted on December 17, 2011 at 12:00am 0 Comments

You’re Safe in My Arms

 

When I saw you

Sitting at the table

Head bowed down

The hoodie of your sweatshirt

Covering your hair and face

 

All  I wanted

was to put my arms around you

Let you know

You’re safe

From emotional harm

From physical harm

No one will hurt you

 

I miss your smile

Your infectious joy

 

 

© By Nicole  Saturday December 17,…

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Things That I Long For

Posted on December 16, 2011 at 11:30pm 0 Comments

Things that I Long For

 

I long for acknowledgment

of the entire me,

not the parts

that you or you

deem worthy

 

I long to be celebrated

to be enjoyed

for the authentic being

I am

And was created to be

 

I long for paid work

that I can be proud

to say I did

 

I long for peace of mind,

No worries,

No concerns

of finances,

of…

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At 9:02am on May 6, 2011, Long Beach Voices said…

Hi Nicole, Thanks for adding us as a friend! You can find us on Facebook too! I see you might attend Community Soles...we're a part of that group as well. FREE fitness & running on the BLUFF! www.facebook.com/longbeachvoices & www.facebook.com/communitysoles

 

Make it a beautiful day!

At 8:12am on February 26, 2011, 562citylife said…

Hey welcome to the site. Feel free to post your blogs/pics/vids/event and anything else you want.

 

Maybe post some of your poems, or video of you doing your poetry..

 
 
 

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